over-stressed volume
this is OVER-STRESSED issue!!! huawahauawhuawuhawuhawuhawolhakla *screaming ono-stop
just finish my formal report last Thursday, I could have submit it earlier but due to my little perfectionism in my mind, i seemed to hold it and do it for a very long time. GODAMNIT!!! Somehow I am proud of it... (started to be mad and insane) ... gosh... i really need to find some cure towards my attitude.. i tried to calm myself that nothing can be perfect in this world ... hence i am not that serious YET ...
I still got 2 papers, one Management research paper (300-500 words)and one proposal for Chinese Library Tour. This is a bit insane. I couldn't believe it. Haha, by the time I finish all this i would think that this is the most intense moment of my life. Can't imagine the work-load I had taken (and don't forget academic as well!!!) or maybe by that time I am died of overload...
only until last Wednesday I got to know how serious my problem is ... there's a lecturer from NUS giving a lecture on STRESS MANAGEMENT and it was really good!!!! Really thank to him that now I knew I am over-stressed ... From his GHQ12 (question testing stress thershold) ... i scored 5 out of 12. It seemed low right? But somehow more than 3 is considered OVER-STRESSED!!!! Gosh!!! Then I was also diagnosed as Type A Behaviour pattern ... you type this on yahoo and most probably you will find this is a very high risk of getting heart disease... ... sweating a lot...
So over this week, though I was busy and worried for EVERYTHING besides my academic... I tried to give myself excuse to rest more... things getting slower but I felt better, though a little bit still worry for the work left-over... ... perhaps I'm not done yet with coping with university life... but I am sure I am gwtting the best out from it...
by the way .. why issit the BIG PRESSURE?? I aimed for First Class.. though it seemed not very possible now... i will still work hard for it!! Com'on !!! Everything is possible!!! I'm currently working on PLAN B as well ... ... will keep you all updated ...
gosh .. what am i doing here ??? wasting time telling other people that I wasted time here??? (coz very few comments here... ... this post was inspired by the last comment made by my AIESEC LCP.. really thanx)
just finish my formal report last Thursday, I could have submit it earlier but due to my little perfectionism in my mind, i seemed to hold it and do it for a very long time. GODAMNIT!!! Somehow I am proud of it... (started to be mad and insane) ... gosh... i really need to find some cure towards my attitude.. i tried to calm myself that nothing can be perfect in this world ... hence i am not that serious YET ...
I still got 2 papers, one Management research paper (300-500 words)and one proposal for Chinese Library Tour. This is a bit insane. I couldn't believe it. Haha, by the time I finish all this i would think that this is the most intense moment of my life. Can't imagine the work-load I had taken (and don't forget academic as well!!!) or maybe by that time I am died of overload...
only until last Wednesday I got to know how serious my problem is ... there's a lecturer from NUS giving a lecture on STRESS MANAGEMENT and it was really good!!!! Really thank to him that now I knew I am over-stressed ... From his GHQ12 (question testing stress thershold) ... i scored 5 out of 12. It seemed low right? But somehow more than 3 is considered OVER-STRESSED!!!! Gosh!!! Then I was also diagnosed as Type A Behaviour pattern ... you type this on yahoo and most probably you will find this is a very high risk of getting heart disease... ... sweating a lot...
So over this week, though I was busy and worried for EVERYTHING besides my academic... I tried to give myself excuse to rest more... things getting slower but I felt better, though a little bit still worry for the work left-over... ... perhaps I'm not done yet with coping with university life... but I am sure I am gwtting the best out from it...
by the way .. why issit the BIG PRESSURE?? I aimed for First Class.. though it seemed not very possible now... i will still work hard for it!! Com'on !!! Everything is possible!!! I'm currently working on PLAN B as well ... ... will keep you all updated ...
gosh .. what am i doing here ??? wasting time telling other people that I wasted time here??? (coz very few comments here... ... this post was inspired by the last comment made by my AIESEC LCP.. really thanx)
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